Day 40: 40!

Can't believe I've been a this for forty days...wow.

I've actually noticed a lot of changes, but the most significant change so far is an overwhelming sense of relief. I think I have said that before, but it's worth repeating.

The relief that comes from taking control of what you want is extraordinary. I've been afraid of just letting life happen; that one day I would just wake up and be in the middle of a life I didn't know.

But now, everyday is a possibility; even when I cop out and take a risk I consider minimal. It's still just something for me. These risks and days add up to your life.
Just depends on you.

YESTERDAY'S RISK:

This is harder than expected, and that's nothing new. I've wanted to channel all of my energy nto this project for three weeks now, and suddenly I find myself at a bit of a loss on how to do the thing I usually do for a day job...and that brings me to:

TODAY'S RISK:

As per a certain someone's (spot-on) comment on yesterday's post, I am going back (again) and getting these earlier risks completed. It's easy to start something, but seeing it through to the conclusion, well now that's something. So, the web content, the marketing plan (which is yesterday's in a nutshell) and another project I started and haven't gotten back to are on the agenda. And okay Nick, I'll risk f*^cking it all up. Promise. : )